Mum. I miss you so so much. I can’t believe you are no longer here. You were my absolute rock and the one person who was there for me throughout everything I went through. I really don’t know how I am going to carry on without you by my side. I love and miss you so much xxxx😢😢💕💕💕

I know this is the hardest thing I've ever done just to go through this today but I needed to tell you how much I care, how much I'm going to miss you I needed to tell you I hope you're proud of me as much as I was proud of you. I made my decisions in life based on what you would think as I looked up to you and I still will, I can’t believe I won’t get to show you what I can achieve. I would not be the person I am today if it wasn’t for you, you showed me how to be kind, caring, polite, you showed me how to take care of myself whilst taking good care of others, just like you did. No matter what, you always put other people first. I still can't believe I'm standing here today; I can't believe I won't hear your voice again, but know I will never say goodbye as I know you’ll be looking down on me, you’ll be smiling at me struggling to do the ironing, you’ll be watching me as I try my best to learn to cook, you’ll still have that smile on your face whenever you found some spare change in my messy bedroom, but most importantly, you’ll want to know were all okay. On your last few days you left me a voicemail, a voicemail I will always remember and keep. To this day listening to your voice just brings me to tears as I won’t hear it again but in your voicemail, whilst sat at the hospital, you made one wish, you wished that you would see your family again in your own home, I am so grateful we made that happened, I’m just sorry I didn’t get to say what I wanted to tell you. But on the day you left us, when a break in my heart was made, I made you one promise, I promised you I would take care of the family, I would look after your true love, my grandad, so I promise you today, that I will make sure that happens. Just like you took care of everyone else. You will be truly missed from everyone here today but especially by me. I hope one day you’ll be looking down on me and I’ll make you proud, just like you made me. You’ve certainly lived your best life, working hard for everything you’ve achieved but it’s now time to put your feet up, carry on your puzzles, get those winning words in your crosswords and rest easy. You will always be a part of my heart, you will always be family, you will always be my nanny ❤️